Good Bye Summer Hello School year

Transitioning into this school year has been one of the hardest thing. I have never had a problem with change. Yes I get a little over whelmed at first but nothing bad. This year came at me full force! Starting out Monday I went into this year excited! I have the job of my dreams, working with special needs kids! Not only working with them but showing them the love of Christ and watching them grow during the year. Sure enough by Tuesday, I was done! It only took a day for school to completely take over me and so much I didn't want to go to class come Wednesday. I have never felt this way before, but feeling as if I am going to fail ever class because I don't learn like the average student just got to me! I am so thankful to have Will in  my life, over the week he has held me countless times while I just cry and has surprised me with treat and what not.
I do have to say Sunday was great for, being at church and just worshiping and at house church. it seemed that those two times have been the only time I haven't just felt like giving up on the whole thing.